You haunt me from
The shadows. You’re always just
Around the corner waiting
For the moment of vulnerability, of
Darkness. To descend.
I fall
Into the circling spiral of the past.
To carry again the excruciating
Weight, the hauntedness, the
Helplessness, the lies,
Of you, Guilt.
You try to suffocate me
In failure, in fear. I fight.
I will win. I will not give in.
I take control.
